Fifteenth Entry – Dream

So, I know I haven't been writing lately, I'm just so caught up with fucking school, and their periodical exams, I should be studying rn but here I am. I had a dream last night that u wanna share σ(￣、￣〃)

I was exploring a house until I opened one of the room's door. I was met with a person, except they had light blue skin. They point towards me and told me I was cursed

Next scene played and I was now in a room, it was the same as my brother's room, though it doesn't have much furniture, only a small drawer and two silver bowls. The first bowl was empty and the other one was filled with water. The floor was covered in newspaper, at least the majority was. Then the door opened, it revealed a person with a blurry face, I couldnt tell if they are a man or a woman, but they were bringing food and dumped it on the other silver bowl. It looked a bit weird,  but I weirdly ate it. It kept going, them appearing suddenly and dumping food, except every time they do, the food gets worse, but I ate it without complaint.

I was also getting shorter, and it hurts when I walk, I was confused, that's when I notice the mirror near the door, I "walked" up to it and was in horror. I looked like a horrible combination of a dog and a human, my hair, or should I say fur, was a matted mess. Every inch of my body was covered in the matted fur, it even covered some parts of my face. My eyes, they were gone, there were only two black, hollow holes. I can't explain properly how horrible I look like, i just look like a human trying to look like a dog. My form, it's in a crawling position, which explains why I was getting "shorter", I was just crawling the entire time. My fingers were gone, like I was "declawed", all that was left was my palms. My calves, they were gone as well, only my thighs remain. I was like a dog. I looked miserable. The room felt heavier and gloomier, it was like the room knows how I feel as soon as I looked at myself in that mirror.

The door opened again, the blurry faced person was back, I tried to crawl towards them, and I tried talking "What happened to my fingers?", I could have asked what had happened to me, but that was all I could say for some reason. The person just looked down at me and ruffled the top of me head, poured the food and left. It didn't satisfy my question,  so when they came back, I tried to jump at them, repeatedly asking "What happened to me fingers?" They looked at me and ruffled the top of my head again, this time, they spoke. "Someone's happy to see me". I'm not, I'm asking a question, can't you understand, I'm in pain. They left soon after.

I was pacing around the room slowly, as if I was going insane. I looked at the door, "Open the door, I want to go out", I tried to call out, but I was met with silence. "OPEN THE DOOR!", I was now shouting at the door, still, silence. "LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!" I was now shouting repeatedly. The door opened, instead of letting me out like I wanted, the human raised their hand and slapped me, telling me to "Stop barking". I was confused, can he not understand me? I'm a human, not a dog! 

That was when I woke up, I immediately went to my laptop and looked up "Girl turned to dog", the only result was "An Angel In Pieces", which was an old movie as the website said. Then I actually woke up. 

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This was the first time a dream actually disturbed me so bad, wtf. In that dream, I couldn't see colors (Except for that person with light blue skin), i could only see black, grey, and whites. And when I actually woke up, I went to my phone to look up "An Angel In Pieces" to see if it was an actual movie. Nothing popped up, except for a song called "Angel in Pieces by Don White", so me being curious, I listened to it. I FELT FUCKING CHILLS, I didn't finish listening to it, but there were three lyrics in the song that describes the feeling of the dream:

"She walked into the room like she was walking off a cliff" – It describes how I felt when I was trapped in that room

"Her walk said "I surrender" and her face "I've had enough" " – This describes how I was pacing around the room, slowly going insane

"Her eyes were holes, they were dark and cold, They said "I've given up" " – Literally my eyes when I looked in that mirror

These three lyrics were so eerily similar to that dream, it made me stop listening 😭 it was like, a sign or some shit like that. I'll try listening to that song fully later 😔