How Michael Edward Welsh Gave Me Depression

if you saw the title of this post you're probably thinking "how?? You've never met him?? He literally died before you even existed??" that's exactly the problem. I'LL NEVER MEET MIKEY WELSH!! ILL NEVER TALK TO HIM, NEVER COMPLIMENT HIS ART, NEVER HUG HIM. I'LL NEVER EVEN PHYSICALLY SEE HIS FACE. i'm used to my problems being temporary but he isn't coming back and there is nothing i can do about it. So yeah, now my depression is back, THANKS MIKEY!! ><