Chronically online

For some reason I’m scared abt the TikTok ban, like it’s the only platform I get attention on and I have met so many cool people on there. 

Without it I’m unable to really get engagement. This is dumb to say isn’t it? I don’t know any alternatives and this has been leaving me awake at night. 

I hope that pissstreak saves it by selling it, or maybe just leaving it alone in general.

 Honestly I have no one to talk to abt this and Spacehey has a free writing system so here I am, yapping away. 

Trying to get updates just leads me to more horrifying politics so I’ve been trying to avoid using it unless it’s to check my profile. 

I also keep getting strange panic attacks about wanting to be famous. Like I feel like I can’t die being unknown. It’s bad but I can’t take it anymore, if there’s any advice for my stupid problem I hope it can help, have a good day :P