Blog entry 3/30/24

 Moving thoughts

Dear blog diary

I don’t know if this counts as a diary I think diary’s are supposed to be private but I saw someone do something like this and thought it was a good idea to try

I just need an excuse to yap I guess 

Anyway I move houses today…

Most people are happy at the thought but me I’m the opposite 

Maybe if I was a loner with no friends and no thoughts of the future maybe I would be happy, 

But honestly I’m probably more upset than happy in fact I don’t think I’m feeling any joy at the moment.

 I had such a good future plan,

That’s out the window.

My school was setting me up for a start up job to make sure getting a real job was easy 

I had jobs I wanted to work at like a boba place near where I use to live 

I guess that’s out the window…

My friends were basically crying over me leaving 

It took over a year before I made friends now I have to do the hole awkward conversation AGAIN ಠ_ಥ

Or I could be that weird quiet emo scene kid in the corner….

I’m sure no one will wanna bully me…¬_¬

My mom tells me if anyone gives me trouble to tell her but what is she gonna do? Tell them to stop? Yeah that’s not how it works, trust. Bullying would be less frequent if the simple command of “stop” would actually work

Like tell me you haven’t been bullied without telling me ب_ب

As I’m typing this I’m thinking of more things bothering me ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

For example my brother… who gets CRAZY gamer rage, how old is he? 6!! 6 years old and all ready complaining how he lost a stupid game 

I never got the hole gamer rage thing like yeah, I play games where there’s that moment where we were about to win but some crazy good player just one shots all of us (my teammates) yeah I get mad but I don’t yell and cry about it, I’m just like “oh well maybe next time” I get if it’s like competitive and if you lose you lose like $1000 but if you just casually playing I don’t understand it. (°ロ°)

Whatever I guess I have to deal with it until I move… or die (not planning on any anytime soon)

I guess that’s all I really wanted to say! I just wanted to get that out of my chest and I feel so much better (▰˘◡˘▰) 

Thanks for reading my blog 

If you have any thing to add to this or just want me to know your opinion please let me know in the comments and I’ll try to respond as quick as I can! 

byeee!!!! (◕ヮ◕)ﾉ