I Don’t Belong Here 🖤

Ughhhhh, school is literally KILLING me. WHY DO I EVEN HAVE TO GO TO THIS PLACE? It's not like they care about me or anything. I swear, every day feels like I’m suffocating in this FAKEness. 😖 I just wanna be left alone to skate and disappear into the world, away from these lame-ass people who don’t even GET IT.

I took this pic on the way to school, but it’s not like anyone even cares. I’m just here, trying to survive, living in a world that doesn’t even get me. 🤦‍♂️. I swear, every corner of this school smells like fake happiness and "perfect" lives that I’ll NEVER have.

You know how they all act like they’re so much better than me? Newsflash: I see right through it. You guys are just fake, smiling and pretending to be happy while you judge me for being "different." Guess what? I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE YOU. 😈

Every morning, I skate out of my house like I’m about to face the end of the world. My stupid mom says, "You’re just going through a phase, Izzy." Phases don’t last this long, Mom. 😤

I could barely even get through the morning without feeling like I’m in some sick twisted version of hell. And I can’t even talk to anyone, because, like, everyone at school is a walking dollhouse – all pretty, perfect, and fake. Like, WHO CARES? Everything I do is pointless. And don’t even get me started on gym class. WHO ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT SPORTS?

Oh, and I bet you’re all wondering what my plans for the future are? YEAH, me too. I don’t even care anymore. Maybe I’ll just leave and live in a dirty, rundown apartment in the city and forget everyone who’s ever looked down on me. That sounds better than this place.

Anyway, just wanted to upload this stupid pic, bc no one gets me and I need SOMETHING to hold onto. If you’re reading this and you get it, maybe you’re the only person worth talking to. IF YOU DON'T GET IT, PLEASE JUST UNFOLLOW ME. 🖤

#NotLikeOtherGirls #SkateOrDie #BleedBlack #LonelySkater #EmoForever"