Making the most of this site :)

Hello, my (online) name is Sol. I'm 25, I like to draw and read, and I like Japanese music. I love the y2k aesthetic so I made an account here a couple of years ago. Unfortunately it just sat here, completely unused. I find it hard to make (and keep) friends anywhere, so I didn't make an effort. And I feel it's pointless to try at the stage I'm at now. 

But that's ok. I'm gonna make this my glorified journal anyways. Because why not? It's here, I like this sites aesthetic, there's a comfort to being unknown. I don't have a mask to hide behind. Maybe someone cool will stumble upon it, that would be nice, but I'm not aiming to impress either. Whatever the case, I'm just gonna update this weekly I believe. Or everytime I finish a book, I've been reading a lot more this past year. I hope to upload drawings, my thoughts on whatever I read, class, and the food I eat. I'm also planning a Japan trip later this year, so I hope to post daily updates and pics at that point, that would be super cool.

I'm getting ahead of myself. I'm on a pseudo upswing with my BPD right now I think. I ate orange chicken and chow mein from the flea market today and then a churro, so things aren't too bad. The chicken was just ok, but the chow mein was delightful and thick. The churro was so soft and sugary, I felt like a little kid just carrying it around and taking bites out of it. I'm really full, but I have anorexia anyways so it's good for me to get my calories in. I have lots of homework though. I hate going to class when it makes me feel so empty. But whatevers I guess.