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i think my girlfriend is losing feelings for me....ummm ive spent hours crying about it todayyyy. i dont know maybe im insane. THATS IT IM INSANNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, why would like i think that i mean its not like i feel like shes been dry lately. i mean maybe that is the case. maybe its alllll in my head. she did bring me a monster at rehearsals yesterday.......maybe it is in my head its not like if she did i WILL KILL MYSELF. woah guys! okay i might relapse again because im very close to already. umm im just scared because shes my bestfriend....WHAT IF WE BREAK UP AND SHE DOESNT WANT TO BE FRIENDS AND HATES ME????? guys im not crying. i need water guys
im scared
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H@t$uk1
dude u sound like such a sweet partner i dont think anyone would lose interest in u what
OMGG thankk youuu ^^, i dont think that she like lost feelings anymore....but i was scared for a minute
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Hey. First, you need to take a deep breath. Do it for real. And then few more like it.
I usually don't interact much with younger people here but your post caught my attention.
When you are young, everything you experience is happening for the first time. First love, first attachement, first fears of losing someone, first heartbreak. When you are happy, those will be the happiest days of your life. This is why so many "older" people are nostalgic for their youth. But it all comes with the price. Every pain you experience will be greater than anything afterwards, because it is for the first time.
And then time will pass, you will love and lose multiple times, and learn how to regulate your emotions. Your mental stability will depend less and less on other people's behavior.
I hope you and your girlfriend will have many more beautiful moments together. But even if she ever decides to leave, remember: its better that way. Its better if she leaves you space and energy to find someone who actually wishes to be with you. Leaving when its time to go is greater act of love than pretending that everything is fine.
And you are enough. Some people will stay for a long time, some will just pass by and thats okay. The only constant is you. You will always be in your life and you are enough, I promise you.
Embrace the youth without fear. I promise you, you will heal from any pain that occurs. So make it worth it, and enjoy every moment with your girlfriend or other people that are in your life right now.
<3
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