Gay panic academic rivals edition

Chat help I think I might have a crush on my academic rival

She's always so put together and hard working and we sit together in class and we're kinda friends and stuff but we're like from different worlds, she's the type to go to parties and dance and I'm the type to be chronically online and spend all day playing ponytown and hello kitty island adventure. Despite that and all the things that I'm aware she doesn't like about me, we still chat like usual in class-

Since the start of the year I find myself comparing myself to her, we're studying art and her art is so amazing, when we're drawing or working on a project we help each other but at the same time I feel like we're competing to see who's best.

And she's very aware that she's the best, she doesn't even hide it, she's like Regina George, Heather Chandler type of girl, she's pretty, she's smart, she's talented, she's hardworking, and she KNOWS it

At first I thought I was just jealous and I just hated her, I mean regardless of how great and awesome she is she's kind of a normie, type of girl who would make fun of therians or furriest, but at the same time she's a good friend, when I had an anxiety attack in class she was with me and walked me out of class and stated with me until I calmed down, she didn't say the most helpful words but I feel like regardless, she was trying to help...

The thing that made me realize there's more to it than I may think was while we were taking some pictures for graduation. Aside from the regular face pictures, my highschool also did this "fun pictures" where people could use props and do silly poses. It had to be from 2 to 4 people, and each one could only take a picture once. I was gonna take a picture with my friends when I noticed she didn't have anyone to take the picture with, I asked her about it and she just shook it off "oh those pictures are silly anyways I don't care lol". I don't know why I did it, I'm supposed to go against her, she's my competition after all, but still, I offered to take the fun picture with her (this meaning I would not take the picture with my friends since it's a 1 time thing). I swear I felt her eyes light up that moment- She very happily started to look through Pinterest to look for poses we could do, and thinking of the props we could use. That moment I thought maybe, under all that confidence, maybe she feels alone in class?

Man and now I find myself thinking about her so often- But we're just friends! Just two bisexual girls who go to class together and do normal stuff.

Man I'm so screwed if I actually falled for a normie-

I need advice on what to do please :')