school drama :)

Omg its such a drag- literally during school one of these little shits ruined my day. What's happened was so I was in English class, right? and my friends let call them Susie and Marcy were sat together talking at the back, then something hit me.

Last year Marcy talked shit about Susie behind her back and I was like 'oh shit, I should tell Susie just in case'... you can see where this is going no? so, at lunch I planned to tell Susie with a note, but my dumbass started getting noticed by my friends and they got sus of my random writing which made me panic.

so, when Marcy and her friend Carolin left us and the others, I told the group about what Marcy had done, and everyone was chill with it- why had I even wanted to tell Susie in the first place? because normally when I make friends, I tell them straight up if I've ever shit talked them as a way for a fresh start right?

So Susie suggested that I talk to Marcy about this because I was so sus and I agreed, we went down to the oval (a large grass field) and found them in our normal hangout corner. I walked over with the others and pulled Marcy aside with me and Susie and talked to her about how I was writing the letter to tell Susie you shit talked her and all that.

Marcy from what I could see was confused but took it lightly and apologised and everything was light, it wasn't heavy at all and we even laughed about it, everything was fine right? NO!

This little bitch Caroline wanted her fat fucking nose in my business, so Marcy told her what had happened and Caroline goes 'OMG, IM SO SORRY BUT THATS SUCH A DRAG!' and I was thinking well any fucking louder?

Then she had to make it worse by complaining about my actions like- 'omg that is such a drag, it was so last year? why would she do that?' and it was pissing me off because like- SHE WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT MY ACTIONS TO EVERYONE BUT ME!? like GURL- I'm right here talk to me if you have an issue!

And then I had to apologise to her after text to understand her point! I texted Caroline an apology after school- stating how I take full responsibility for my actions and agree it was a bit of a drag and apologise if it seemed shitty

... YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT SHE DID!? she didn't even accept the fucking apology! all she texted back was how I was 'forcing' Marcy to apologise for old shit talking and how much of a drag i was for doing it... LIKE!?

I WAS TAKING FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY ACTIONS AND YOUR NOT EVEN GONNA ACCEPT IT!? 

what ticks me off even more is that before Caroline? everything was fine, Susie and Marcy took it lightly and laughed about it... CAROLINE IS AN UNINVITED THIRD PARTY GETTING INVOLVED IN SOMETHING THAT DIDN'T INCLUDE HER!

HELL! she's more pissed that the girls that was originally involved... like what the fuck!?

I am so done, literally so done with this shit. choking emote right now