Life

Everything started to go wrong in my life during a certain period of study, when I entered a phase where everything was wrong my parents threw me more in the trash than usual, friends? What was that? The people who walked by my side wanted lust, money, objects, notes, or help... I never understood or much less had friends who stood by my side or listened to me in a gray way, I will always be replaced by the newer model, with more body, even a more acceptable appearance, which is what am I in this quiet world, where beauty and body are above all else 

I don't understand if what I type is an outburst or just a clap between me and a keyboard, I'm really an idiot to place so much expectation on things, I'm very fragile and since I can't stand on my feet on my own, I seek as little support as possible, to be abandoned later

What still keeps me going are the animes, of course, they put so much hope in me that everything will be better until a character dies and I become totally obsessed with the plot, and after manga, I think I compare my life a lot with stories from Japanese books, but anyway, and that keeps me happy and on my own, moving forward, avoiding any act that would lead me to the other side of the coin, if you read this far, My God, excuse me for making you read this uninteresting and miserable life that I have. .