why does everyone like my favorite character grr

i want to complain about how difficult it is to be a fan of a popular character!!! specifically when it comes to merch ( -_-) everything is so expensive! and everyone wants to buy everything!!!

whenever i see someone selling a merch of him, i feel like im getting ready to attack a prey while there are other carnivorous animals aiming at the same prey as me. there are many animals in the jungle, just as there are many characters out there that you can be fan of! 

i understand that i like the best character in the world and that no other will ever be as perfect as him... but things shouldn't be like this!

anyway, here's my life plan:

• get very rich with some illegal scheme
• buy all merch
• die