A little about myself ﾍ(;´Д｀ﾍ)

Welcome! I am adyan, and I live in a world full of challenges and creativity. At the age of 18, and I start exploring the details of life with all its joys and sorrows. Some moments may be difficult, but I believe that every moment has new lessons that help me grow and develop. I suffer from border personality disorder, which makes me face some difficulties in dealing with my feelings and relationships around me. But I do not consider it a weakness, but I see it as part of my journey towards understanding myself deeper. Despite the challenges, I am passionate about everything related to music, and I consider it my first way to express myself. I love jazz and those types that carry many sensations and deep meanings. But I am not limited to only one type; I like to discover various musical styles. I constantly learn how I can design songs and music in all its details, and whenever I learned something new in this field, the more passionate and keen to develop myself. Another aspect of my life is my interest in agriculture. I see in this field the possibility of building a sustainable future, which is something that I aspire to study in a deeper way in the future. It is not just an interest, but may be a backup path if things do not go as I hope in my current career path. I also face some challenges in relationships with people around me, whether they are friends or family. Sometimes they do not feel my understanding or skeptical about my ability to fulfill promises. But I believe that honesty is the only way to overcome these difficulties. I may not always be able to express my feelings with words, but I am always looking for the right ways to talk about what is inside me. I would like to build a life that focuses on creativity and personal growth, and I hope that I can leave a mark in the world, whether through music or through any other field that I learn about and develop my skills in it. --- The goal of the blog is to be an area where I can express my thoughts and feelings, and to share my experiences with everyone who wants to listen. If you share the same interests, or if you have a similar experience, then I welcome all the interaction