First post... or whatever. No one cares.

ugh... so this is my first post i guess. idk y im even doing this but whatever.

litterally no one gets me. no one. my mom thinks its just a "phase" or w.e but this isnt a phase, its who i am. i just want to be me. they keep telling me im gonna "grow out of it" and like, NO!! they dont even try to understand. they make me feel like im the problem. I’m not tho. IM NOT!!

I dont even like being here, this whole life is just a joke, and everything is fake. im stuck, trapped in this stupid life where every1 just wants me to be normal. well, FUCK NORMAL!! I hate it here. i hate school, i hate home, i hate EVERYTHING.

i think about running away all the time. like i could just leave and no one would care. nobody would even notice. i just wanna be free from these chains. but they probly wouldnt even let me go. theyd try to "save" me like im broken or something. IM NOT BROKEN. just different.

anyway, i dont even care if anyone reads this. nobody cares about me anyway. im not asking for pity. im just saying the truth. maybe this is dumb. but its my dumb and i dont care.

i guess ill post again if i feel like it. whatever.