breaking off for summer/ going into fourth year!!!!

{skip the bit in yellow if you know how high school works in the uk/ scotland}

so, more specifically scotland, we go from nursery to primary 1 - 7 then we go to high school. i think for England and Wales primary seven is just year seven so its not rlly that different.. as for high school it goes from secondary 1 to 6. for reference im S3 going into S4 meaning in my school (im unsure if its the same for other schools) i become a senior next year.

i never actually thought how fast high school would be. like literally i'm near leaving school in two years and going to university which is insane!!! especially counting the fact that S1 or year 8 was only THREE years ago. yet at 14 i still feel old. there's kids that were in primary four when i was leaving primary and now THEY'RE leaving. that epiphany made me realise how fast life actually goes by. 

this time next year i'll be sitting exams (praying in advance i don't fail tbh, touching wood as i type) but yeah. i'm scared shitless as i've only got two years left to figure out a way to make a livable yet ethical amount of money to not be homeless when i'm older (fun.) 

but yk what its all good cause i get a holiday in a week for easter then i come back for another few then i'm off again for summer!!! so while i'm scared, still socially anxious (if not, even more when i first started high school) and that same drawing kimetsu no yaiba obsessed eleven year old from 2021 (mentally ofc, sadly i'm not a vampire and do in fact age.)

also, thanks for reading my lil rant feel free to rant too (I'll try to reply when i see it ^_^)