finding new passions

i have always considered myself a creative person until recently. i feel as though my soul has sapped at the hands of my goddamn phone. i want to find passions that keep me sane. i want to crochet and make clothes, create little cute trinkets out of clay, READ MORE, bake, finally learn the dreaded music theory AND FIND A LOVE FOR MY STUDIES. oh damn my studies, i am so behind. i promised my dad straight As. i need to lock in. i want my life to be slow and savored. i dont want to wish for the end of the week. i want to enjoy what is handed to me in the present.