New name, please give genuine opinions

SO UHMG heyyy......

Some of you MIGHT me az Eleanor. BTW, that's my birth name. I genuinely going through a lot of gender issues rn and I think instead of using my birth name online, I think I'll go my Gasher now... I know it's edgy but it feels like it fit with me well right now.

I don't know if I should tell my parents this bc they still think I'm "to young" to think about my identity, BUT ITS NOT LIKE ITS A CHOICE. so..... genuinely, give opnions and please don't call me Eleanor if you see this. To, mai IRL friends who see this, you can still call me Eleanor in public, but please not online. Thank you all so much.