WHY DO PEOPLE FROM MY PAST KEEP COMING BACK???(╥‸╥)

somehow people i had a very strong relationship are coming back just like ghosts to haunt me, and then i suddenly have to remember the times we talked about our interests, played games or just walked to school together, and i absolutely HATE having those memories coming back to my mind after promising to myself i wouldn't remember them. (╥‸╥) and some of them even talk to me trying to go back to the old times even though i already said i don't want to. ( ;´ - `;)

but i always keep my other promise to even after their attempts, wishing they have a good life and can go through life without those memories from the past!!◝(ᵔᗜᵔ)◜

(but sometimes i catch myself blaming me for doing it and how i seem rude to them so i really say many sorry's... i really hope i'm not being rude to them ૮₍•᷄ ࡇ •᷅₎ა welp im going to listen to some music and sleep cuz of school ( `−ㅿ−´)).