turning 16

well the big day is here. im finally turning 16, the past 15 years all mixing together to form... whatever i am. its so weird to me that ive actually been alive for a full 16 years. so much has changed in the time i've been alive, yet i feel like i'm in a different time entirely, as well as a different place. i wish i was born in the mid 90's. <br> sigh. mind of a 16 year old, body of a 76 year old. my lumbago is getting worse. i fucking hate being in this much pain; im too young for this, right? <br> I NEED NICOTINE IM FEINING AAAAAAAA