I want to live alone

I lived for a long time in my grandmother's house, a place where apparently just listening to me was exhausting, because they would ignore me or yell at me for just expressing my opinion... What am I talking about? I couldn't even express my opinion or share a single damn thought because then they would threaten to do something to me, like hit me or punish me.

Gladly i manage to get out from that f#ck1ng jail and now i live with my dad... but is the same f#ck1ng thing.

Whenever i want to expres my thoughts or ideas he quickly interrupts me sayig that i am wrong and whenever i want to explain him why im not wrong he then says "i know you better than you know you" whenever he asks me something and i answer he dosent belive me and if i don't say the "truth" he threatens me... at this point ill just say what he wants to hear.

I hate when he says that he knows me... but he left me with my grandmother... he forgets the fact that i was alone wile he was... doing whatever the f#k he was doing those years.

I just wanna go to a place where a i can be in peace, away from my family, away from people i truly love but they break me in anyway posible.