letter 7; march 2025

This is the last letter of this seven part series, I hope you're excited ;)

March is a wonderful month. I remember how I volunteered to participate in the acting scenario that Mr Woo gave to us and how everyone there began chanting your name, trying to get you to join me on stage. The fact you actually did and the fact we acted out a scene about a boyfriend and girlfriend-it was crazy. I remember wearing a light pink top during my debate because you wore  similar colour to your debate. It was so cute though, acting alongside you. I couldn't stop blushing as I looked at you. If the entire cohort didn't know about us before this, well now they did. Seshad told me that some people were egging us on to kiss on stage..that's cute isn't it?

I remember when I made spaghetti for the both of us and sat at the canteen. Dhruv sat with us and didn't seem to have any intention of moving any time soon..so we just held hands under the table, caressing them. I was trying my best to keep a straight face oml- =@@=

What about our plans for university? We visited the university fair together and liked the same university. Sometimes I do think about us attending the same university and it just motivates me to study more and improve-because that's one of my dreams. To be in the same university, and maybe in the future, just maybe.. live together? Woah, it's..such an exciting idea to envision. Just us and our pythons, frogs, geckos and cats. But that's something to look out for in the distant future..

I remember that we went shopping for clothes for you and you ended up buying the hoodie that I initially liked for you and honestly-you looked so handsome in it. If only I was the one to buy it for you instead-that was the plan you know? For ME to buy it for you as a gift for your birthday, but I kept hesitating about it (what if you don't like it?) until it was too late. Hmmm, but whatever it may be, you look absolutely amazing in that hoodie, it shows off your arms really well ^^

Ahh I remember us studying math together when you told me that you had something for me; a kuromi hairband-I've been putting off buying a hairband for so long and it's like you read my mind or something. And kuromi? I LOVE kuromi but not as much as I love you <3 I love you a lot yknow? The day when the general university placement talk was going to take place, I wasn't feeling well at all. I had weird thoughts, thoughts of comparison and feeling worthless-and I wanted to leave and start sobbing. I'm so glad you sat next to me and kept me company even when I was awfully quiet and awkward (genuinely just trying my best to not cry..) because your presence alone was extremely comforting <3 I LOVE YOUUU I'm genuinely so lucky to have you. 

These letters not only allow the both of us to reminiscence about our past memories, allow for you to finally learn about my thoughts that I probably couldn't word properly verbally but also allows me to reflect on how fascinating of a journey this is and how much we've grown; both in terms of our character as well as how fast our bond matures and blossoms. I've definitely seen a lot of improvements in myself as the months passed by and I hope my company could give you some peace of mind too. Lastly, without a shadow of a doubt I'm in love with you Marcus and there's nothing I won't do to be yours <3 

~Ardra