I hate ableism in school.

My FUCKING god. I have this english teacher who i usually like, yeah? And she's quite chill. BtU today she got on my fucking nerves so bad. Not only did she fucking criticise me in front of all the class, out of nowhere, but also, she couldn't have done it after? Like a normal fucking person? 

Like yes i am aware i don't do that what i should in class, but why would i? I already have a higher Niveau of english than all of the rest. But embarrassing me in front of the class, by lashing out like a kid, without thinking rationally that it might be better to say that later? To me personally? 

I fucking hate her now. I swear to god. I wasn't even making noise, i was just showing my friend something on my ipad. And then lashing out like that is fucking childish and it completely ruined my mood. 

Not only that, but she complained that i was being "annoying"? I BARELY SPEAK. i am just on my ipad doing something in silence to NOT disturb. And since when is spinning a pen or shaking your leg under the table distracting? It's not like i'm throwing around bottles or harassing someone else like my classmates do. It's not like i can control how much i fidget. Period. I hate that to be an "okay" student you have to act neurotypical all the time.