Its my birthday next friday

I'm happy im turning 17 and all. So I can get a car and what not but. I found out 6 hours ago all my "friends" are pretty fake. They've been lying to my face when I asked if I done something wrong and dumb stuff like that. Aparently I'm toxic but how will I ever get better if they don't tell me. 

I don't even think I want one of them in my band anymore. If anything they might have ruined my party I never even asked my fosters to plan out without checking with me first. Especially if it's karaoke.

If one of you see this jdrc. I gotta get my emotions out somehow if you don't like it when I'm honest if ya.