no way 1 year later

Euuuuuugh, these blogs I previously created made me cringe internally... A lot of things happened, and there were some changes here and there. I'm not the same person from 1 year ago. #trust.

I'm about to graduate from junior high school; how cool yet scary is that? Genuinely, this is going to sound pretty depressing, but I've never expected myself to live this far haha.. ;w; Life can be pretty surprising sometimes, I was depressed as hell back in 7th grade, and now I'm actually still keeping up and I have friends that I feel like I belong with. I'm not really sure what to feel now, but I guess I'm grateful for what I have right now.

That LOML blog I posted..

I don't know what to think about it lol. A lot of things have happened, and I guess things are changing. As expected, of course, I don't know why, but I regret my choices. We're still communicating (in a way), but it doesn't feel the same as before. Despite us still talking, that feeling I knew so well shifts into something different, and I don't think I recognize him anymore.

I'll never blame him, though. It's my mistake for crawling back to him instead of letting him move on. That's another choice that I regret making. Now things are awkward. 

Anyway, I don't wanna talk about him anymore. (I don't even know why I brought that up)

Right now, I'm confused about my next path. I'm still not sure which school I'll take, and it's genuinely pressuring me soo bad... T_____T I don't wanna grow up. I wanna stay like this forever, even if I know it's not possible. 

I guess that's all I have to talk about heh

I've got new hyperfixations to distract me from life so, life isn't really that bad right now