uNiVerSiTy drEaM... oR nIghTmARe? 🎭💀

2dAy i wEnT 2 a uNiVeRsiTy 2 pRoCeSs mY eXAm rEceipT (sPeCiFiCaLLy, mY uNi eNtRaNcE eXaM).

i dOn'T feEl nErVoUs... mOrE liKe... uNmOtIvAtEd. 😶‍🌫️

gOiNg 2 uNiVerSiTy wAs tHe bIgGeSt dReAm oF mY LiFe aS a kId, bUt nOw i'M tIrEd oF mY cLasSmAtEs, tEaChErs, aDmiNs, hAvInG tO gEt uP aT 4 A.M. tO gEt 2 sChOoL aT 7 A.M., aNd tHe wALk iN tHe fReEzInG cOLd dAwN... iT's tIrInG aNd tIrEsOmE aFtEr sO mAnY yEaRs. 😵‍💫❄️

i dOn'T kNoW iF aNyOnE eLsE fEeLs lIkE tHiS, bUt aT lEaSt fOr mE, iT's eNoUgH 2 mAkE mE tHiNk aBoUt nOt eVeN tAkInG tHe uNi eXAm. 😞

hOnEsTly, iT wAs aN iNtErNaL fIgHt wItH mYsElF—eNrOlL oR nOt? pAy oR nOt? gO 2 tHe pHoTo sHoOt oR nOt?

i dId eVeRyThInG cUz oF mY pArEnTs' wIsHeS, cUz, eVeN tHo i gOt mY bAcKuP pLaNs (mUsIc, cLoThEs, gAmEs), tHeY rEaLLy eXpEcT mE tO hAvE a "bEtTeR" lIfE wItH a dEgReE. 🤡🎓

i tHiNk oNcE tHe rEsUlTs aRe oUt, i'M gOnNa cRy iF i gEt iN... iNsTeAd oF cRyInG iF i dOn'T. 😭

i'M sO fEd uP wItH sO mAnY tHiNgS, sChOoL iNcLuDeD, bUt i gUeSs i'LL hAvE 2 gEt tHrU iT 2 gEt 2 tHe "gOoD" pArT oF mY LiFe. 🤷‍♂️

(P.S. i lOoK sO dEaD iN tHe pHoTo 😵 mY wInDpIpE iS sHoWiNg, nO cHeEkS... i tHoUgHt i lOoKeD nOrMaL bUt nO, i lOoK hOrRiBlE 💀📸)