i can’t stop wanting.

as i mature and grow older i realize more and more of what i want and how i should stand for it. nobody truly needs anything. you need air to breathe, but you don’t need to breathe unless you’re trying to live. i want to thrive, i want to succeed, i want to flourish. i want to grow and change, i want someone to appreciate me while i grow and change. i want to be so beautiful the world spins for me. i want a man, not a boy, but a man to love me, to spoil me and treat me like a princess. this constant yearning is exhausting, but its only human nature. to crave is to exist and it’s so necessary for survival. i can’t help it. i want someone to come along and appreciate how i appreciate, to admire me the way i admire the world, to try to give me the 60% while i try just as hard. i want a job, i want a life, i want everything.