Life and how it could go

Hey!!
If u reading this u'r cool :3

     Lately my life has been a mess, i do nothing all day and i dont have the urge to change it, I WANT TO but i cant, i have "no real problems" i have food and i have my pc and thats enought for me to live but i want more. I reached a dead point with my transition because i dont wanna tell my parents and im waiting to move out and do it but with no job to get money to move its impossible.
   I have a problem about how i think about life too, i think it doesnt make sense working for the others so they get rich and I just recive a normal payment that in my country its not even enought to live alone paying rent but at the same time i think im not talented enought to be working by myself.

All of this just i want to be a pretty girl 😭