Online Journal - 3/25/25

Dear Journal...

Oh jeezus, its been a year (few months) and i haven't written a damn thing, srry!! sighhh, i can't believe i forgot about this lol, thank you emma for reminding me btw, anywhoo.. as of currently typing this entry, its raining so damn hard!!!, like hello, what happened to "rain, rain, go away.." Most of my jeans get ruined cause my stupid little brain can't be bothered to flip them up or tuck them in. >_<

Anyway, there have been many new updates as of this year, like the fact that I have a crush now? ughhh it sucks i won't be able to see him next year!! but he definitely is the boy i would gladly marry, or is that too much?? oh well, a girl can dream. He's like-- also approved by my siblings! He's literally a green flag!! but the main reason why i won't confess is well mainly because I dont think the poor guy wants to date anyone at the moment, you know how you would act when you were younger-- or maybe even now, where you say that your "married" to an object, like food for example? Yeah, it's that exact situation. I don't want to push my luck anyway. I want my first relationship to be in person. not long distance!! ;-; (real oomfs know his name tehe.)

Another thing, I can't tell if this one girl in my class tolerates me, because well, we were suppose to plan out this skit the other day, and when one of the other girls mentioned that me and her would be the moms, she straight up said "ew. no, get her out of here" ngl, I felt hurt but whatever, a real alpha always remain nonchalant, maybe Im being dramatic?? Im not sure!! :((

Before I end this entry, I do want to mention that its like a tuesday night and i should prob go to sleep or whatever, but a kid did accidentally get drunk at school this morning so ig that was the highlight of my day??? 

#crush #yearning #longahhblog #neverbackdownneverwhat??????

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