not knowing ur sexuality and whether or not u have a crush on someone has got to be a combo from hell (rant)

broo, i went from being sure i like girls/a bisexual to not knowing what my attraction is. sometimes i don’t know if i’m a straight girl who thinks she’s sapphic or not because my attraction to boys have been sooo much more frequent. i think i still like girls???? i don’t even know at this point. 💀💀

and for crushes, i don’t even know if i truly have one or not. it doesn’t feel as intense as before. when i have a “crush” it basically goes like, oh wait they're kinda cute, i like being around them a lot, ahhhh i miss them and i need them around, i may or may not want to kiss them, and then it’s suddenly gone. ahhh i honestly hate it when i crush on my friends like bro what the hell are you doing??? friendships probably gonna be ruined if they knew or some shit. anyways thats all 😭😭😭

also if u know me in real life, tell no one about this pleasee 😭🙏