i've been listening to wild horses by the rolling stones like crazy recently. i miss my old friends, and i miss my old everything. i'm really sad about how fast everything changes. seems like i thought i knew everything at 19 and now at 20 i realize just how little i did. i feel silly, and small, almost twelve again, or even six. i feel like i need my mom's hand to guide me around, because otherwise i'll get lost. a video of wild horses appeared on my feed the other day, and they seemed so free i almost cried. sometimes i wish i was anything but me, when i find myself yet again alone with my thoughts. haunting, haunting. where's the beautiful world i was promised, and where did everyone go?
wiild, wild horses. we'll ride them someday.
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i feel like this alot, like so bleak and confused i guess? like when i was younger i imagined myself to be so much different that i am and i cant get over letting myself down
so real, its just funny to think how i thought by now a lot of things wouldve changed and the reality is im just still that same kid- but hey, we're not alone
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