Yearning in Limbo

Yearning in Limbo

Currently, I'm not feeling joy or sadness

I'm in a state of limbo

I don't know how much longer until the madness

At night I lay awake staring out the window

Why must everything be so damn confusing

The sadness never leaves, it lingers

Sit alone thinking about what I might be LOSING

Feel the objects of DESIRE slip through my fingers

Can you see my Hanahaki disease?

I have it due to you

Fills me with a sense of unease 

Fills me with hope we can make do

I've yearned for someone that's not there

All I can do is hope YOU care 

I wrote these poems as a reflection

A reflection of my feelings of affection

I say I wrote these poems for me

That's a lie and I hope YOU see

    Until next time dear

                                 Love, 

                                         GGG