balancing work and art

how will i ever find enough time in my day to handle all of the endeavors i've graciously and meticulously planned for myself? 

it's monday march 24 2025 and im basically a month away from my biggest final year project... let me expose that YES I AM A THEATRE KID and i am proud. im staging a play yall. written and directed by me. i have a cast of 8 and it's a drama that addresses generational trauma within Caribbean families. this is a class i've failed like 2 or 3 times ;'c (it's a year long class and i've either flunked out in the semester or didn't attend the second semester (family loss)). i've just had enough of this fucking class. but guess what??!! once i pull this off, i'll be graduating! BFA!!

my cast has been great. rehearsals have been great. my next concerns are dress and tech rehearsals, and also i need an actual bread shop building structure thing for my set. where the fuck will i get that???? idk. but i am staying calm. breathe, 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10...

i told my cfs that im dropping an EP april 11... which means i need to finish recording, editing and uploading it by this weekend WTFFFFFF. i have a presentation due this weekend, 2 upcoming essays / research papers.... im losing track of it all (im not ive written it down in my calendar, but still) and i am desperately wishing to be DONE from this hell we call university. it's gonna be 6 songs, and they're all already pretty fire >v< all produced by my bf and i just can't wait for our music to find its audience <333

anyway, i've been doing a lot of introspective thinking (ruminating) about my past, things i wish i never did, things i wish i did differently... feeling like ive run out of time. it has taken a lot of mental shifting to be able to regain my WHIMSY AND CONFIDENCE!!!!! i shall be using the rest of my life to focus on mainly music, webmastery, and just creating in all overall aspects (i do a lot of things but you can msg me and find out more!!).

anyway im just writing this here so i can see what a blog entry looks like as i edit my page layout, cya!! xoxo

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