idunno i just wanna have something here

soooo first entry. currently working on the profile. honestly this is so fun. i have like 3 different accounts are all three of them are different. idunno what else to say, life sucks but is beautiful at the same time. i have these weird depressive episodes once a month, and they last for like 2 weeks or so. idunno i just think a lot. maybe too much. but thinking is good, and i know that. being smart is awesome. but at the same time... i don't want to have these thoughts in my head. maybe because i hit puberty too late. idk. It's late and my back hurts, and I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AAARRRGHH. save me T^T..........soooo yah anyhow anyways ima goooooo idunno maybe ill write smth else later, this one has no purpose honestly, i just wanna have smth for the blog hehehehehehhe