Hello god, it’s me again

Where do I even start, I’m making this as a sort of a cry for help- not like saying I wanna die or nun don’t be thinkin that I’m basically saying, hi, I am Driana. I have no friends. Well, I’m not sure if I have any. I feel empty. I want to find myself and step outside my comfort zone and find genuine ppl to befriend and yap to. If ur like 12 pls don’t msg me this is for ppl 17+ but yeah. I just want a sense of community I guess so my last resort is to try this and or self isolate. If u have discord add me, mine is ikillzombie_ss and if I ask who u are or if ur worried I won’t know just say I read ur blog on space hey and wanted to be friends, genuinely hope this works, I’m very drained and I’m scared to make connections with ppl.