Issues of a blogger, I suppose

Maybe it’s just that I haven’t written for myself in a long time, but I feel every time I try putting my thoughts into words I find myself deleting and rewriting ad infinitum. Like, it doesn’t flow the way I want it to (or something), so I end up ditching it. Now, I can’t really pinpoint the exact cause, but part of me wonders if the whole “writing work emails every day” thing might be at least /partially/ to blame.

Truth be told though, I do enjoy doing the emails, even to the point where it may be my favorite work task (granted, I’m completely officepilled so basically all of my tasks are enjoyable lol, but still!)

I guess it’s just a little wild to think my path in life would lead me to where I am today… like, if someone who could time travel told me “hey, in the future you’ll work an office job and love it” I’d be hard pressed to believe them (disbelief in the possibility of time travel aside.) And on top of that I was raised with a huge emphasis on the idea that a college degree would be the only way to get “anywhere in life”, yet I’ve been successful in achieving a promotion in just my first year with the company. Sure, I’m no lawyer or doctor but I know what people in the medical profession make and it’s… disturbingly low

I guess all this is to say I wish I’d stop overthinking things and just post