Life ❤️

Let’s be honest up until now we’ve had no idea what was to come of this thing we call “Life”. As a child I thought for sure by the age of 30 I would be hella famous living the dream. Yet here I am almost 30 with 3 kids, a failed marriage/relationships stretch marks and a couple of grey hairs. I don’t regret any of my life choices because it has lead me to where I’m at now. The hardest part about life is the fact that it’s constantly going; time stops for no one, no matter what I do the seconds, minutes, and hours continuously taunt me. I’m either left to waste them or used to to my advantage so (I’ll sleep when I’m dead.) As my kids grow I’m reminded of all that has had to happen to have them here now, had I done things different I wouldn’t have them. I cannot fathom the thought of that because they have become the center of my universe. I’m sure many parents can relate? Even in the worst of times one look at those little boogers and you forget the evil of the world. The selfishness fades and turns to selflessness after you look at the plus line on the pregnancy test. You start to question things you never even thought too. The day you finally hold that little life in front of you nothing else matters, this is life. The life I was meant to have the life I enjoy having. The reason I continue even in the moments I want to give up. I didn’t choose motherhood motherhood chose me and I’m forever grateful.