Forgiveness

I hate everything about you.

Or do I?

I never did,

Even if I said so.

It was a coverup for my problems.

I always loved her more than life itself,

And because of that, hatred was never in my heart when I was around her.

The only person I was ever thinking about was the person I said I despised.

But always with love in my eyes,

I was watching her.

Grow, and change more than anything.

But nothing will ever cover the true sins that devour your soul,

No matter how much you pray,

your heart is forever stained.

But not from sins you committed,

The sins you allowed to happen.

The people you hurt,

The people who hurt you.

Will never be punished.

Until they too, realize they are sinners.

Then, will your heart & soul be truly cleansed?

Nonetheless, the devil welcomes you with open arms,

And every sin you have committed accepts him.

All your worship and prayer, pretending.

It will never matter once they find out what you have done.

The people you have ridiculed, killed only by words.

The people you have managed to forget, who are now lost in the void,

Finally searching for themselves, after helping you find yourself.

But ultimately, they fail.

You needed someone of higher morals to push you higher, closer to god.

You step on people, expecting them to be okay with you wiping your shoes all over them.

But it’s okay, you’re kind.

You accept me for who I am, and I take you for anything you do.

You are funny, you make me laugh like no one else ever has.

You have been forgiven.