kindof a rant abt my ex/situationship 😫

yayyayaya so anyways i met this guy on tiktok in november 2023 and we started dating abt a week after we met and then we broke up a week later i cant really remember what happened after but like weve always been like talking one month then blocked or just strangers the next month but anyways we dated again in october for 5 days then we dated again this january for another 5 days and idk its weird bc hes always been the one to start the relationship but then hes the one to end the relationship and i just cant tell if he like me or not were currently kinda like flirting?? idk were defo more than friends rn but were not "dating" i just dont know if he likes me or not bc i truly love him wih my whole heart hes the boy i want to marry but i just dont know if he feels the same even though he like said he felt the same when we were dating???? like idk how ur can just switch on and off ur love for me idkdkdkdkdj im just so confused all i know is hes all i want but idk if im what he wants ANYWAY ty for readjng that long rant 😭😭💗

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