Important note..

Hi guys, its Anela Darkness here (obv), its been a while... 

I know that many people here don't know me too well and stuff and uhh, I myself wasn't too active on this account. 

And I probably won't any longer.. 

This accounts, of course, WILL be still on and all that, but I just feel like I, well, 

Quit being scene... sorry.. 

Thank You everyone for supporting me and being a part of my journey here, I promise to always support the alt world and I WILL remain alt any way. I know the style may be interesting and all, and I've got so many heartwarming messages about how cool my profile is, how "rad" I seem, and I gotta admit that This layout was never the way I wanted to be. As me, person myself. This wasn't the.. Memory and Nostalgia I wanted in life for any longer, It was good as that two years that I've been really scenemo and I decided to be one for real. I really liked the bright colours and stuff, and I think I was happier with the people I used to get along with back then and this may has been the fuel to my happiness at least partially and so I was looking for a way to express myself in a "cool" manner. I don't feel like dressing this way any longer. I'm so done with my hair and constant struggle to keep the fringe at one side without no gaps, the community being a pressure at times, the Music, the drama, everything here is pissing me off with time or so. I don't like what I see in mirror any longer. I like the clothes, but I don't want to be this way any longer. I feel more comfortably being into a cute stuff and I want to take on some pastel colours and stuff. All the blinkies and graphics I've got are still hosted in my gallery. The Music is still on my playlists, although I slowly started to delete it from my soundcloud reposts, my profile is still on. I wanna delete those things even if starting off in about 2023-2024 with this style and the account was a good memory. I had fun back then, and I wish people to be able to enjoy Their style too. I had so much fun finding all the clothes and experimenting with my look, hair and eye make-up. But I simply can't stand it any longer this way. I feel drawn to cute and sweet stuff. I don't wanna wear no skinny jeans, only tops and look like a h**ker. I don't feel this way. The Nostalgia at parts was real, but I'm not the one for the lifestyle. I'd rather sit and enjoy sweets this time, listen to calm Music and don't act like a sl*t. Because I am not. And I do not want to pretend that I feel okay this way. I may be crazy, but I don't even like myself this way. 

I'd rather live at peace, with cuteness and comfort around. Not normalising the insane party stuff. I only wanna learn to be good instead. I hope I will and my personality will finally match my aesthetic vision, cuz I don't wanna be no buffoon in sweet clothing. Not like this no longer. 

I enjoyed my time here, and I will most probably continue on other account, basically my private one with active blog about my self-care like therapy journey, some sort of diary, this time in my own cute style I don't feel like over exaggerating for the "coolness" of it. It will be my own space. I will resort to name Anelkacat, which will probably be my name on here with my different account said. Pease respect it if You can.

Thank You, once again

- Anela Darkness..