girl i failed ethics

sooooooo im having a bit of a drama queen moment bc i wanna cry bc i failed my ethics mid term with a glorious 57....

i know many of yall would say "its not even that bad" "its alright we all fail at some point...." "its not the end of the world"

NO! academically I must succeed! while in other things i may not be the best but i am more lenient to learn and improve and take more time like whats the point of studying if im not gonna pass my exams? like this evening was completely ruined just by that stupid number. like i cant be both ugly and STUPID! but now i am so upset and its going to ruined my march break AND NEXT WEEK WHEN IM GOING TO SEE THE TEACHER (or i am not bc i suck at confronting and this is clearly the outcome for me)

And also i will not let my mom know about this BC IK I MEAN I CAN SMELL IT FROM 100 KM AWAY that a lecture or many looks of disappointment will be given through the weekend or extending to next week

yall what if i cry in front of him asking for some solution to make me pass IDDDDDKKKKK THIS IS SO EMABRASSING I CAAANT 

YES IM DOING MY BREATHING EXCERSIZES AND ITS NOT HELPING AAAAAAH and im not sleeping peacefully tonight

AND if i hear...one mf say "oh? but the test was easy though" FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUU i absolutely hate that like you smug little bitch! i hope this is your last sign of success for that petty response over someone's failure.