Nier Replicant Soundtrack.

So, going back a few years, I used to listen to the Nier Soundtrack a lot. Not just the original but the remixes, piano collection and orchestral arrangement too. Square Enix Music was my most listened „artist“ on Spotify one year just because of that. And now I‘m walking in circles in my room listening to it again. Probably bc I‘m replaying the game atm (duh).

Anyways, the piano collection has a special place in my heart - I even tried to teach myself to play „grandma“ on my moldy piano. I think I was able to play a bit over a minute of it and I was so proud of myself. A few weeks ago I sat down and tried to play it again and I couldn‘t, so I turned the tutorial on yt on and started it all over again - and then I never sat down and started it all over again.

Well now I‘m listening and it makes me feel so many feelings. I feel happy that I‘m listening to those songs. I feel sad bc they remind me of the past and the story of the game (and that I can‘t play piano, like damn, imagine u could just sit down and play full songs on a piano…. Maybe I‘ll take lessons in the future, when I make time for it in my life). 

Fun fact, Nier replicant was the first game I bought when I got my PC and idk how exactly it came to that. I think it was on sale and it just jumped right at me. Tbh me and that game have a funny relationship. I don‘t like it sometimes. Like, there are some aspects of the gameplay and stuff that I find annoying but the story and the characters make up for it. So much that I don‘t even mind the „negatives“. The people and the world feel like home to me in some way. Now replaying the game, I laughed and cried. I think no game ever made me cry except for Nier (and one scene in final fantasy xv but I don‘t wanna talk abt it ;-;)

And that was everything I wanted to talk abt rn. Goodbye!!!!