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hello lads and ladettes
i wanted to make a blog post bc why not and was trying to decide what to complain abt this time to today is my future!!! YAy
okay so why has EVERYBODY got their future sorted out like what they wanna do where they wanna go to for uni and college etc and i still have literally no idea WHAT THE FUCk im gonna do. like if i knew that everyoj ewas sorting their lives out i wouldbve fucking done the same for flops sake.
And we have to do like this work experience thing and okay yeah ive picked a thing to do but even that i havent given in my application thing or handed it in or spoken to anyone abt what im actually going to have to fucking do gr. ITS SO ANNPYINGH and the majority of my friends have all this shit sorted and I DONT. like ik i still habve time but its like wtf
SLOW DOWN GUYS PLEASE! and like even jus thtinking abt the work experience thing makes me sick imagine what itll be like when i actually have to get a job! im actually so doomed bro
it makes me me actually so sad that im so far behind my peers like it could be worse ik that but im jsut constantly thinkung (especially recently) abt how independent and put together the ppl ik r. and i obviously dont know everything abt their life nad their struggles n shit but still
also justr thuinking bout the different options i have the futre and the list is very limited bc:1 i have no skills and am not good at anything and 2 i cannot be arsed to do anything so ay wel done me! and the careers ive considered either r insaleyn unrealistic or the pay sucks. i have been to told to either become a politician (thanks dad) or a lawyer but i just know that thats bc i never shut up so yeah im kinda stuck job wise
ALSO i dont even want ajob. like what if i dont want to become a slave to capitalism huh?!!? what about that!! huhh huhh?!?! maybe i should just run away to the forest and live among the animals or smth (i wouldnt last a second in the wilderness)
just whatever tho like i dont even care! *i say as my voice cracks and my eyes water*
right rant over (for now) 😁
baaye!
- sir jenny c bartholemew the second (￣_,￣ )
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FuzzyFox
Hey! Don't worry, almost everybody goes through that exact cycle of thoughts before the working life starts. The ones that know early what they're gonna be later and follow that path strictly almost always do that because out of fear of the unknown of just approaching things as they come. It's not like the were meant for that by birth and just know it's more like settling for something that feels and sounds okay. But you could do that with anything. If I had 100% control over you and told you from today on you're gonna be a biologist researcher and you start working in like a year you're gonna be completely adjusted to that and probably tell me "yea I know my work, I can just do that" but if we do the same thought experiment with let's say being an event manager you'd tell me the same. And even if you end up somewhere you don't like you're gonna be like "I'll do that until I find another thing" which also happens all the time. Choosing a job and ending up with what you'll do for a long time are two very different things. Even within a company your position can shift over time and you're gonna end up in a spot that corresponds with what you're good at within the frame of that company. It's not like choosing one thing then never having the option of changing that and then staying at that exact position for the rest of your life. Working life is moving all the time and you have more chances to change, expand, transform and create than you think, no matter the general kind of work you do :) Also most people feel behind but what's important is not where you are in relation to others but in relation to your past self. Because everyone is on their own path, it sounds cheesy but truthfully it's not comparable and even if it was, it doesn't serve you to think in that pattern imo. You'll figure it out, just like everyone does at one point or another :) Don't worry
thank u sm for this i rlly appreciate it (✿◡‿◡) its very reassuring knowing that its normal and even if i feel like this for my whole life i cant still make changes thank u kind human #feelingthelove 🙏
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Naniadoll
Badabim! Badaboom! I'm also lost and confused aaaand I'm 20 years old (!!!!!) Many people around me are also not sure about their future even those who are older than me. Wait, I hope this doesn't make me sound like a total loser. My mom tells me otherwise. Promise. It's just that life shouldn't be figured out at 15. You're young and you have a big personality, so just have fun and the future will come to you naturally. I hope you have a good day or night, Jenny with a question mark -`♡´--`♡´-
STOP THANK U SM OMG u r so sweet and this has actually made me feel sm better abt this
️ thank GOD that it isn’t just me feeling like this have a beautiful day and life u r an amazing human!
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