walking outside feels weird (quick yap)

it feels weird just going out and walking like im scared someone is going to attack me or something just because im black like the fact that black people are so disliked and how people act and feel scare me if someones going to do something to harm me or get me in trouble and tbh im scared to walk around my own neighborhood and it just worrys me and tbh i think its from social media showing me how bad the world is because now i dont feel really safe leaving my house when i want to and i dont know my neighbors or anything like that and i dont have anyone i can trust to hang out with near me so its kinda fucked