Does his mom not beat him

Why do I feel like this? Why do I HAVE to feel likes this? If i knew my feelings would go that deep i would've never stepped into you heart. It pains, it bruises, it mauls, it burns but all I can do IS STILL FUCKING WANT YOU. It's all gone, every hope, every which, every sign, every lingering soul, but I m holding on, and I still can't figure out what am I even holding onto. "Evolution era", right. Evolution era of upgrading into an even bigger asshole to destroy me. "You decide" i decide that you be publically executed. Be a man, be a REAL man. You're not a girl, I m the girl. And a girl is to love and hate. 

- sim. (If you feel like I m crashing out, yes I am. )