stream of consciousness

going through a bit of an emotional slump right now; things aren't necessarily bad, i just feel like i haven't been busy enough, and can't quite find the motivation to get moving outside of keeping up with my day to day responsibilities, i think we (me, myself, and i) are descending back into the stage of not wanting to go outside like we were doing years ago, talk about progress.. lol the weather has been quite nice, the sky's all pretty and the birds chirp so prettily, and yet, no motivation to go outside, i feel like i'm wasting these days away. i should schedule a thorough spring cleaning before i decide to step outside anyway, my room's a mess and a cluttered space is no good, that's probably affecting things (￣ ￣|||) another issue? my brain has been telling me to run away and desert all my friends and people i know, why? no clue, we (me, myself, and i, again) are currently trying NOT to do that, although it has been pretty hard. we might, quite likely, have a few losses, but we're doing our best, or at least we think we are.

i'm going to try doing some housework in an attempt to pick up the slack, i should also get back into sewing, i have SO many projects that have been left overdue... let's all have a better time next week (-ω-ゞ)