a lot is going through my mind rn, even the usual distractions doesn't help. i've tried watching movies, playing roblox and other usual stuff but nothing helps. the only thing that's keeping me going is listening to music, but i just feel like there's not many distractions left.
school sucked today too. my friends were making jokes that lowkey hurt me. idk how to tell them i don't like it but they'll just make other jokes on that too. i don't understand why :\
and i think my other "friend" lost interest. i can just feel it & the last time i felt like this, my gut feeling was right. i guess if it could happen once there's still a possibility of it happening again.
at least 2 of my other friends understand me. they're all i got now. all of this is just making me miss my old bff even more.
and also i'm going out with my friends tonight but all i want to do is cry at home.
i can't believe it's finally ramadhan break (that i've been waiting for) and i feel miserable.
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M1tsuki
I think its better if u stay home and heal urself!! its okay to reject and tell them ur uncomfortable with their jokes! if they dont care then id advise to cut them off, ur mental health matters!! please do remember theres still people that cares about you!! (^v^)
ALSO I JUST FOUND UR PROFILE!!! i was scrolling trying to make friends! lets be friends if u want!!(≧◡≦)
AAAAA thank you so much!!! and yes i've been enjoying time by myself at home (even though i'm still going out sometime lolzz) and it has made me better atleast a little bitt XD
ALSOO yess i'd love to be friends!!
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THATS GREAT TO HEAR!!! IM GLAD!! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
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