I Never Get Invited To Things :[

Small rant. So, I'm pretty clueless when it comes to when stuff is happening and where until AFTER in happens. Mostly because I have NO FRIENDS! and the friends I do have don't get invited to shit either. 

BUT what annoys me the most is that because of that, the people who do know whats going on think I'm some innocent little baby who wouldn't be able to handle the fun shit. 

Like, a big thing in my area is bon fires. Basically a bunch of teenagers go out to SOMEWHERE and bring alcohol and drugs and stuff and light a huge bon fire (The cops get called sometimes). I have multiple coworkers who go to them, but they only ever tell me about them the day AFTER.

Once I even told my coworkers I wanted to go to one and they were all like "Do you even know what goes on at bon fires?" As if they don't tell me stories all the time! It pisses me off. 

And besides my cluelessness, the only other reason I don't go to things is because I don't have my own car yet. I have a friend with a car, but she's busy most the time, has some health problems, AND asshole parents. It's like impossible to hang out with her! (Plus she has an asshole bf that she's obsessed with, she literally ignored me at a concert we went to because of him). The place I live is pretty much unwalkable (we've had so many kids get hit by cars or even construction vehicles, it's actually insane) so you can't go anywhere without a car unless you wanna almost get hit.

People also seem so shocked when I tell them I used to vape and smoke weed. I just don't know anyone around me who can get that shit anymore!

Honestly the only reason I don't know whats going on or do fun stupid shit is because I moved so I lost all my connections. It's so annoying!

I need cool irresponsible friends. But all the people like that in my area are complete ASSHOLES.