driving is the WORST (help me)

so guess who just finished drivers ed? me, unfortunately. so in my driving school i have to do 2 long classes and 2 long drives. i finished my classes (i didn't like them at all) and now its time to actually go in the car and drive. i was having a terrible time knowing that damn car could pull onto my driveway at any second, and when they did, i felt like i was going to have a heart attack. so i went in the car and the instructor showed me how to adjust everything, and it took longer then it should. so i put the car in drive and straight away i pushed the gas pedal WAY to hard, that thing went flying! like i knew that it would be sensitive but not THAT sensitive! anyway i went on and left my neighborhood straight into an interstate, and that is when the problem that would haunt me the entire drive started. i had to stay near the left side on the lane, but my tiny brain could not do that, and it haunted the entire drive. whats even worse is my turning, i needed to do the hand over hand method but i just couldn't do that for some reason and the instructor had to grab the wheel multiple times, and i kept unconsciously fighting her and not even realizing. soon enough i went into a random neighborhood to get the next person and missed her house. and they wanted me to drive myself home but the other person was on her third time so i just sweet talked the instructor into making her do it, and i went home contemplating my life decisions. this is the worst thing that ever happened in a while, i'd rather just ride my electric skateboard then drive a car, but society doesnt work like that.