フェラチオが必要です

unmotivated... again.

I cried the whole night and listened to Mitski. I couldn't help but remember the times I listened to Mitski on repeat while I was at the lowest point of my life. When I say I hate an artist's overrated song—I'm lying. The song is popular for a reason. Listening to "Nobody" HURTS. It hit like a fucking truck. The lyrics are so relatable cause fuck you mean "I've been big and small, and big and small, and big and small again. And still, nobody wants me, still nobody wants me. And I know no one will save me, I'm just asking for a kiss. Give me one good movie kiss and I'll be alright." FUCK YOU MEAN. I need a hug with someone asking me if I was okay. I wanna tell my mom about everything. Tell her about the good and bad and how I wanted to kill myself and how I wanted to be a better person. But unfortunately, I'm scared. UNFORTUNATELY, I don't wanna seem pathetic. I can't even say sorry without it being sarcastic. A reminder to always check on Mitski fans