5 AM. Still can’t sleep. Haven’t really slept in two days. No idea why, but even when I close my eyes, my brain just won’t shut up. And if that wasn’t bad enough, I’m starving too.
Came to the village yesterday to help my grandma. Big mistake? Maybe. I’m losing my mind here. There’s literally no food. No money either. Just cigarettes and water. Great survival kit, huh?
Oh, and the best part? Gotta head to the fields in the morning and carry loads of stuff. Sleep-deprived, hungry, exhausted. Let’s see how long I last.
Maybe I should quit energy drinks. Would save me money, maybe help with this insomnia too. But idk... fixing everything just seems impossible at this point.
Even when I do sleep, I wake up. Why? Because she keeps showing up in my dreams. Yeah. 1 week ago, I confessed. Guess what? Rejected. Again. Shocking, right? You’d think I’d be used to it by now, but nope. I wake up, and it all just repeats.
Anyway, gonna light another cigarette and stare at the ceiling for a while. Maybe I’ll pass out. But let’s be real... probably not.
I think that if you quit energy drink it would help a lot. If you have an addiction you could try coffee since there's less caffeine. (1 energy drink is 4 coffee I think) anyway I hope you'll be able to sleep! good luck!
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I think that if you quit energy drink it would help a lot. If you have an addiction you could try coffee since there's less caffeine. (1 energy drink is 4 coffee I think)
anyway I hope you'll be able to sleep! good luck!
Tried coffee before, but meh, not really my thing.
Still, thanks! Guess I’ll try to get used to it tho, idk.
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