Rough

These few days have been a whirlwind of emotion for me.

I finish watching Postal Movie, awesome! I don't get to enter my dream school because my parents don't have the funds. They're putting me in classes my younger self could only dream of going to, piano/guitar classes, acting classes, tae kwon do, everything. I feel motivation to write and draw, I can make a living off of this for my dream school! How the hell do I do all of that while being in some temporary dogshit religious school..? I have no experience, I'm just some teen! I'll teach myself to be a jack of all trades! I'll start a Youtube series! I don't have the budget for that either...

In general, life is being pretty hectic and not in my favour! I totally didn't cry my eyes out when I found out that I couldn't go to my dream school! I would be a pussy for doing so... heh.

So, in order to just forget everything and focus on the present and the future (exams and such), I'll be binge watching some shows in the background or something and writing my notes but through fanfiction or something... Uh, probably won't be as active but I'll try my best to get.. somewhere. Yeah!

P.S: I can't believe Alonso crashed. I'm so upset. Sainz crashed too :sob:, so many drivers crashed and LANCE STROLL got SIXTH place :shock:.

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